So I realized I missed all the April 1st fun cause I just now checked the blogs for the first time in like 2 weeks. I wasn't thinking about April fools day so a few of them made me feel really stupid till I figured out the dates of the posts. yall are so damn funny hahaha. O well maybe next year I can come up with something clever. Its like 4 in the morning and I have to get up and watch a kid in just over 4 hours but I cant sleep. Its getting really bad, the not sleeping. I'm up for like 36 or more hours before I can get my body to shut down for 3 or 4 hours of sleep and even then its not good sleep cause I toss and turn and half the time I fall out of bed (or off the couch). I'm about to give in and make the doc give me some new pills and see if it helps. I don't think ill last much longer before getting super sick if I don't get some good and steady sleep. umm I rambling huh. I'm going to go stare at the ceiling some more and see what pretty colors and shapes I can find.