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Ok so lots has happened from last post to this one. If you dont already know my real dad Gaylon died back in july. No i dont want to talk about it or think about it im still in lala land about it so dont bother trying till im good damn and ready to deal with it. (sometime in a year or two i think) I dont live in the apartment on mcgee anymore im currently going out of my mind living with my mother. o what torture someone please smack me and tell me its just a nightmare. im doing it to save up some money and cause the place i wanted to move int to wasnt avaible till late this month or maybe next. however i dont know it thats going to work out so i might be here longer if i dont go totaly insane and decied to live in my car instead. im not going to school cause im to lazy and i dont know what i want to do with my life so im just working, still at JDMC i love it there my job is mostly easy and after my one year i get a raise so i might just stay there for a long time $10 an hour plus benifits is a pretty sweet deal to me. schedule is still evenings sunday - thursday so im free on friday and saturday nights (if i dont get called in on saturday) and most mornings i can do stuff but you all are in school or work during the mornings usally. i for bed night all