All Better?

OK, I'm now suppose to be a normal person who can cope with stress and the world falling apart without myself falling apart. I'm not sure if I believe it cause a few things are still way bothering me but whatever. For anyone who actually reads this srry if I freaked you out last week or last night depending on who you are. Ill try not to go off the deep end anymore unless I'm wearing my waterwings.


Tabz **^_^**

Pills are your Friend!!!

Ya the docs stuck me on pills and now im all better! ** ^_^ ** Im suppose to be my normal happy self in 72 hours with out the giggles that im currently haveing everytime i try to talk to some one, and im suppose to be able to sit still for more than 10 seconds. o well return to your life now bye (heheheheh i took me 20 mins to write this post )


Tabz (and friends)

I'm truly addicted to bowling. I've gone two nights in a row and 4 times in the past 2 weeks and I think I'm going again tonight. Its very weird but its the only thing that keeps me from just jumping off the edge of a very tall cliff. I get to shut out everything else and just focus on the ball and the pins. Everything melts away and its very peaceful even if half the of times I go the music is playing so loud that I feel every beat in my body and I can only half breath cause of the fog. I didn't realize how much my bowling class was helping me release all that mental energy till I didn't have it any more now I'm just going to have to go play when ever I get the chance I'm finally able to sleep most nights and I think its cause of the stress relief from bowling. BTW Meo got turkey(three strikes in a row) last night and her score was a 183!!! Go Meo!! o ya and we both played an entire game with our left hand it was fun

Sleepless

OK so most of you know ive been haveing a horible time trying to get to asleep and stay sleeping. well i finally gave in and started treating it but the treatment has sideaffects and they arent pretty so ive tried to stop but its justgetting worse so i caved in last night a had another treatment so i could sleep but i dont like it and it makes me feel bad when i get up so ill problly try to hold off again but i think im addicted and i know its just going to get worse the longer i wait and then it the treatment is more sever and the sideaffects are worse but ya im rambiling so ill just say i wish i could just sleep normaly again

School time again !!!!!

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! So now do you understand that I don't want to go back to school this semester? I know that two of my classes are going to kill me Biology and Human Behaviors yucky. Lots of writing in both of them. Hopefully the Geography class wont beat me to much. O well this could be my last semester if I really wanted it to be but I'm slacking off and only taking 10 hours cause I really don't want to take all 19 hours I have left at the same time. That should give me an easy last semester except that the last classes I need are English and humanities both with lots of writing and studying and making my brain hurt just thinking about them. Hopefully bowling tomorrow will help me not freak out so bad on Thursday.

Its not my B-Day yet

Ok so its not my birthday, but I'm looking forward to it all ready!! I keep thinking about it and I found this most absolutely greatest picture ever to post that is related to my pending B-day cause ill be turning 21! I want to take a road trip just to go see this sign for real cause it would make my year. And for anyone who doesn't know my B-day is the 2nd of march plan on having a great party!

It was a party!!

Ok that was great! Thank you all for coming and for everyone beening good and nice. Sorry about my crazy sister if you were here for that part.