Sleepless

OK so most of you know ive been haveing a horible time trying to get to asleep and stay sleeping. well i finally gave in and started treating it but the treatment has sideaffects and they arent pretty so ive tried to stop but its justgetting worse so i caved in last night a had another treatment so i could sleep but i dont like it and it makes me feel bad when i get up so ill problly try to hold off again but i think im addicted and i know its just going to get worse the longer i wait and then it the treatment is more sever and the sideaffects are worse but ya im rambiling so ill just say i wish i could just sleep normaly again